now i’m found

I made this site and never posted, uncertain of what it would be, but I think I’ve figured it out. It is exactly whatever happens to be floating through my brain at the moment, or whatever I happen to like.

See, I dump things I enjoy here, and I can revisit as I wish.

I can write what I want, I can link what I want, and I don’t care if anyone reads or doesn’t read.

I’ll never be one of those people that wants people to read my blog. I mean, by all means, if you (the imaginary reader) enjoy what I throw up here, that’s great. It’s kinda what the internet is about, sharing. That’s the only reason this site is even public. It’s there to be seen, but I don’t care if it gets seen.

I am just a neuron in the global brain that is humanity, and this is part of my output. It’s up to you, connected neurons, to do what you will with the input.

There is nothing here of importance. There is no pretension to deep meaning. There isn’t even an overarching message to be gained from this website. I don’t claim to be a holy man, a guru, an expert, someone to be followed, or even to be listened to. I just am.

It’s also six in the morning here, and I haven’t slept much lately, if that explains anything.

I think I had originally set this site up to be some sort of bullshit income-generating blog, but now I don’t give even half a fuck. I didn’t even realize I still had ads set up until I hit incognito mode really quick to see what the front page looked like without being logged in, and because I have adblock like every other halfway-savvy person on the internet, which is off in incognito, I forgot the ads were even there. Relatively unobtrusive, so whatever.

If, for some reason, I find this site getting traffic and my bill goes up, I’m gonna have to figure out a way to make money from it, or shut it down, having no choice. I’m a line cook, I don’t have money. There have been many times that I’ve thought about cancelling my hosting, just to save the $10 per month, and I haven’t, for whatever reason. I have half-finished crap that never went anywhere all over this server, and who knows when the “big idea” might come, right?


Anyway. Enjoy, invisible reader, but bear in mind: I’m not doing this for you. This is an entirely selfish endeavor.